just got back from work. my eyes are damn tired. no ones home except for my bro whose sleeping on the sofa & snoring away. damn irritating. feel like stuffing his face with the cushion. ya i know i have a sick & morbid mind...

im considering.
should i stay or should i go.
if there is an opportunity, should i go for it?
things could turn out better.
it could aid me in my current situation.
still weighing my options.
i had hoped for this some time ago.
but when the opportunity arises, the 'spark' has gone.
who can help me decide...



ps: wie, we planned to go to that place before school start. are u still on for it? if u get what i meant...

im still awake...

can i haf this?

or maybe this?


just dream on for now...

mundane craziness...

ok so got my harry potter & the deathly hallows yst!
woohoo!
god! potter mania everyway on sat...
of coz went to my fav bookstore, BORDERS 2 purchase the book...
the queues were crazy especially the one near the main entrance...
but i went to another counter to pay coz it was shorter...
im gonna take my time reading it coz it makes it more worth buyin! haha!
$48.05...not so worth it if i finish it up in one day right...

anyways...
sch starting in like 2 -3 wks time...
can't wait...
meantime im juz gona work my arse off coz now i REALLY nid the $$$!
im so fucking bad at saving & $$$...
i can't believe i finish off 3/4 of my pay in juz one week...
i seriously nid help in this area...
anyone interested in being my financial advisor?
i haf to stop shopping & impulse shopping...
but then there's so many things i wanna buy...
life is full of contradiction...
fuck it!
i nid to do some graveyard shift to earn OT...
i don't mind sacrificing my sleep & time...
juz show me the money!!!
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on another note...
i juz read a reader's comment on sunday paper...
he/she was talking about how commercials or the mass media in general are making people have low self-esteem & kind of degrading...
everywhere u see, there are emphasis on beautiful, perfect figure (which means skinny)...
ugly, fat and anything 'below' that are nothing but unwanted and cast aside...
the phrase 'beautiful on the inside' or 'looks doesn't matter' should just be chucked away or perish forever...
people kept saying that but on the contrary u still look for perfection in humans...let me rephrase that...perfection in humans' exterior...
i get annoyed with tyra banks where kept proclaiming that it doesn't matter if u are fat, u r still beautiful and etc and etc and etc...bullshit!
oh, juz give me a break! of coz u could say that since u WERE a supermodel. you're tall, have a figure (even though you're on the chubby side now), doesn't have an ugly face, n oso the fact that you are fucking rich & well known...
btw wassup with that weird eye brow?...

why must we succumb to such contradictions?
why do we keep degrading each other?
why are we so vain?
why are we so caught up with perfection?
why can't we be contend with how things are?

so many questions, so little answers...

B is for BORING.

hayley williams of paramore. the one singing right now...

i lurve her hair color! if im a guy, i totally haf the hotts for her...
i wanna cut my HAIR!

shopaholic...

Today, eh wait yesterday was the first time i shop a lot in a day...& im not guilty about it. Just got my pay, so all those money shld be spent on right?....well not ALL...i feels really good when u like something and you can buy it. very therapeutic i must say but not on my body that is. anyways i've taken pics of what i bought (excited mah after reaching home)....


from forever 21...was attracted to the color & cutting...i noe the brown & pattern a bit boring. but i like coz im boring...


black blouse from far east plaza...


crop/short cardigan from MANGO...


jacket form MANGO...price was such a steal...half the price...dewi, actually right when u tried this, i was praying u wouldnt buy it! haha! i wanted it! i tink u kinda knew. but then now we can exchange the jackets! (she got the same one in black)



t-shirts from bugis st for my bros...im such a thoughtful and kind sis...


from far east plaza...didnt need a purse but it was red...so i like i buy lor...impulsive buyer


from borders at 30% off...couldn't find lord of the flies & rant by chuck palahniuk...actualie couldnt get to chuck palahniuk section coz a bunch of idiotic gals was bumming ard there...

I still want more retail therapy! & watch plays...well of coz the next two weeks will be harry potter mania. cant wait for the movie & the book! yippee!!!!

still craving for fish & co....& duriannnssssss................................
im also craving for something which i cant disclose.....hmmm...............

ps: thanks illya & dewi for the company...

SINGfest

SINGfest

Wednesday, 8 August
Cyndi Lauper
Pet Shop Boys
Sasha Bach Band
Shaggy
The Stranglers
Sugar Ray

Thursday, 9 August
The Academy Is...
Avenged Sevenfold
Cobra Starship
Great Spy Experiment
Gym Class Heroes
Hinder
MxPx
The Noisettes
One Buck Short


synopsis:
MIDAS Promotions brings you SINGfest; touted to be Singapore’s largest outdoor music festival ever, headlined by top acts from all over the world!

The 2-day festival promises music lovers nationwide a time to get together in one place to pay homage to the best in music.On the 8th of August, join music legends The Stranglers, Cyndi Lauper, Pet Shop Boys, popular pop band Sugar Ray, Danish rockers Sasha Bach Band and hip hop extraordinaire Shaggy for a full evening of music extravaganza.

On the second day, set to rock the festival for National Day are top selling indie/hip hop group Gym Class Heroes, rock bands Avenged SevenFold and Hinder, punk group MXPX, The Noisettes and Cobra Starship. Joining them also in the line up are Malaysian band One Buck Short and local favourite Great Spy Experiment.

The festival held at Fort Canning will run from 4pm -11pm on the first day and 1pm – 11pm on the second day. Tickets are priced at $200, with ‘early bird’ prices of $150 for a one day pass from now till the 1st of August, $175 from the 2nd to the 7th of August. They will be available at the door for $200.


wanna go the on the 9th aug...seems like much of the Fueled by Ramen bands are coming down...uber cool! heard rumors my chemical romance might be invovle. *cross fingers*

fed up & sightings...

im so fed up already lar...
work, work, work....
don't wanna work, have to work...
i wanna quit...

at work just now...
said hi from far...
didnt recognise that lady...
short-sighted me...
went up to the counter...
look up, only to realise, "hey she's that actress!"
it was jesseca liu from ch 8...
she's very pretty...
really pretty...
saw felicia chin at work as well while attached at united square last year...
didnt realise it was her at first look as well...
until she was a metre away...
was filming at starbucks...
she's pretty as well...
seen ix shen with ericia lee at work before...
she's really skinny...
seen timothy go at crown hotel outlet...
he's short...
since at this topic...
who do i wish to see while at work :
utt & khairudin saharom *winks ; )

no sacrifice, no victory

TRANSFORMERS is freaking AWESOME!!!

I was literally at the edge of my seat (& holding on to my pee)

The robots are so hottt!!!

Totally LURVE the the old & new Chevrolet Camaro that they use (bumblebee)

So damn hot lar...

The actions sequences, the visual & sound effects, like WHOA...

Gonna watch it again!

NO SACRIFICE, NO VICTORY...

exhausted

It's 4:07 am. I just got back from work half an hour ago...i started at 3pm & supposedly to end at 10pm. But the closing partner got into a minor bike accident hence i had to extend till closing. It doesn't help that we are down on one pre-closer. So overall we are down on 2 people. Which mean to say, i had to do 3 pple's work. Tough.Tough. I was so exhausted by 10 plus. Transformers & Die Hard 4 was showing hence the CROWD. Add in the Hindi movie crowd as well. People kept coming in. Everytime i turn my back towards the customers' view, i will start swearing and making tired faces.God knows how i feel. I just took my time doing my closing task. I even mopped the floor since i accidentally spilled a drink while clearing. DAMN IT! I felt like im working out man. Walking here and there. Bending down, standing up. Carry heavy stuffs around. Let's just say that i was fucking tired/exhausted/worn out..whatever vocab there is to describe.

Officially end my closing around 2.50am. Went out to get a cab. Wrong timing...The late night movie crowd just came down as well as the Hindi movie crowd. Im so gonna wait a long time to get a cab. So instead i drag my butt towards bras basah complex area. Kinda freaky to be walking alone at that hour. I only hop on a cab 10-15 mins later. Im so so glad im home now. My back hurts like hell...

I wonder how the Christina Aguilera concert was...i can only wonder. God, i missed the chance to see her in person & as well as hear her in person...im very bummed up...was hoping she cancel the tour since she's pregnant right...but it didnt. Aarrghhh..................................................................

& lastly GST hike is finally here. 'Can't wait to hear customers complain on the prices'. Hey, dont blame me. Im just a frustrated can't be bothered with your bicthing employee...