just got back from work. my eyes are damn tired. no ones home except for my bro whose sleeping on the sofa & snoring away. damn irritating. feel like stuffing his face with the cushion. ya i know i have a sick & morbid mind...

im considering.
should i stay or should i go.
if there is an opportunity, should i go for it?
things could turn out better.
it could aid me in my current situation.
still weighing my options.
i had hoped for this some time ago.
but when the opportunity arises, the 'spark' has gone.
who can help me decide...



ps: wie, we planned to go to that place before school start. are u still on for it? if u get what i meant...