The things students do...

poor quality coz taken from my lousy hp...haha...

i just watched the movie disturbia(which will only opens in spore in july) n this song came up. i was wonderin where have i heard this b4. im still wondering though. but this song seems funny man...haha...i can't help but laugh at the 'LALALALALA' part...haha..n the birds chirpin in the backgrd. wtf man...

Over

2nd semester over. not gonna talk abt my work cos its not worth talkin abt. im to blame for my own actions. i noe.

so the 3 months holidays are here! woohoo!n dun haf to see that idiot! double woohoo!!! n so it means back to work and smelling like coffee everyday once you get back from work. work as much as i can. i need money, cash, duit, funds!!! soooo many things to do and want....

-cash
-a second job
-handphone
-clothes
-trip to bangkok or langkawi or even batam (company anyone?)
-jog (i need to lose a lot of weight)
-play tennis
-clean my room(this shld be first.coz its like a rubbish dump now)
hmm...watelse...
-hard drive.yes so i can reformat my laptop...
-cyclin at ubin with friends/classmates
-meet up old frens. only those i noe can always confirm made it. which one actuallie.
-watch gd movies
-read (lots of books to finish up that i left unfinished. like deception point, a million little pieces, the time travellers wife, man & boy....n it goes on...)
-since on the topic of books....get the new harry potter bk. HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HALLOWS.
-get more books. laze around at borders. i prefer to do it alone so no one to bother me or hurryin me up.
-read gossip columns, mags...
-revamp my room
-do some gd deeds ard the house like cleaning up, wash the clothes...help out more..haha
-try baking n cooking...im turning into a lady...NOT...
-go JB to shop n eat
-catch up on some tv shows like heroes...tv junkie
-find n buy rising stars vol. 4. kinokuniya gt it if im nt wrong.
-pay back my bro the $20 i still owe him for fall out boy tixs...
-pay back my mom for my laptop
-work more. i'll work OT for the extra funds...
-go arts museum
-go see a play
-save up as well coz i wana get ridin lessons...my dad gonna kill me man. but i dont care...
-juz pray i pass to proceed to next level...


thats all i could gather for now...oh ya nid to borrow 60 bucks from my mom coz i gt the chance to go for facial treatment from biotherm from 98.7fm little contest or sort. which i booked for an appointment for next wed. hope they call me 2 confirm again so i can reschedule my working days.

hmm..wat else? oh ya goin cyclin with those guys tmr.or later today...

ciao!

haircut & ...

why am i featuring these two attention seeking couple? donald duck and bean pole...wooohoo! geddit? becks squeeky voice & his pole of a wife.

anyhow, just lurve the new haircut of the bean pole...should i cut my hair? i've been tempted to cut but i kinda promise this time round im gonna keep my hair n let it grow n reach out to the ground below...well, when it comes to hair n me, we never really like each other. ok im rambling too much here...back to the point. the haircut on the bean pole looks GREAT.

Untitled

just watched 'the departed' yesterday...on a MOVIE spree this week at home when im suppose to be doing my PROJECT. im so DEAD. ya, decided to go on an ISOLATION period. not goin on msn or chat much. btw im sorie if i ignored anyone on msn. i just dont feel like chattin & the i dont wanna hear about the PROJECT or talk about it...anyway back to the movie...there's a lot of FUCK used & after watchin it, everything i said has to have FUCK in it. i guess i got too immensed in it...oh FUCK.
basically im kinda screwed for mon JURY huh...my presentation boards not done. havent finished detailing...plus im working tmr. how GREAT! :)

know what. a few days ago i was thinking what if i've made a different decision back then after the O levels. i could be as of this moment either slacking or waiting for jobs in the biomed sector. coz i just completed my biomedical science course at SP if i rmber my choice right...OR i cld still be slackin & working coz my A level results SUCK. that is if i had stayed & not quit Millennia Institute. OR i cld be working while waiting to enter Uni coz i did pretty decent for my As.

well those are ONLY "what ifs". coming back to reality, here i am siting in front of my laptop typin away in my blog, digressing on what i shld be FOCUS on at this moment, which is finishing up my BLOODY FUCKING project.

whatever it is my life is SCREWED.
well nvm. if ID isn't made for me, i'll go study business management or mass comm...if they too aren't for me, then i guess im born not to achieve anything. so be it. life sucks i noe.

Virginia Tech shooting

the shooting/massacre at Virginia tech university described as US worst shooting rampage in history. 33 dead including the shooter himself.
i thought there's worst shooting than this current one. hey what do you know its the US. anything can happen there.

scary man to be studying in their institutions. i mean look at some of the high schools there, especially those african-american populated ones, they have a freaking sensors & security as tight as the airports! its a freaking school man! you are suppose to feel safe and be educate upon.

the gun laws there have to seriously be looked deeply into. have they not learnt their lessons from previous shootings?

ok so the gunman is identified as south korean and deemed as "resident alien". so what, he's alienated himself from the rest or being alienated by the rest? maybe he's full of rage & couldn't control it anymore & went on a 'shopping' spree for a gun or 2. then carefully planned or spontaneously went on a shooting rampage. bang, bang, bang...

well that's as far as my judgement goes. we never really know cause the shooter shot himself. DEAD. we'll just wait & seek CNN for any updates.



meantime, my condolences & sympathies goes out to the family & friends of the victims...

be safe people.

Ouch!

dewi...
sorie to hear abt your incident at starbucks bugis.
i noe which table you're talking abt.
but wat u mean by "the sliding door pushed the stuffs down"?
by the way that sliding door is very annoying.
cause it opens so slowly & sometimes you have to stand really close for the sensor to detect your presence.
annoying when you wanna get out & carrying big stuffs.
ya, i remember the gap from the floor to the door.
did any of the staffs noticed your situation?
you inform any of them?
it be good so that they could take action & do something abt it to prevent such incidents from happening again.
i'll inform them when i got the chance.
i noe you hate that spot right now but do hope you will continue to patronise starbucks. :)
i sound like a representative or spokesperson for them...
oh wait, i kind of am.
thank u very nice. :)

ps: hope your toe isn't hurting so bad right now...

Tired

feel like quiting.
Go Figure.

always happen to me.
not included.
left out.

used to it.
loner.
so tired.

so tired.
of this life.
want to get out of here.
quick.
fast forward the time.
fast.

depressing.
damn.
im out.

Banana & Blueberry French Toast

what you need: 2 slices of bread, blueberries, bananas, butter, egg, caster sugar

-slice off the brown edges of bread
-butter the bread thinly on both sides
-mash & toss your blueberries and banana in honey or sugar to sweeten. you can use other fruits but these 2 are the best options & coz i lurve blueberries AND bananas...anyways
-beat egg with a couple tablespoon of caster sugar or coarse sugar will do just fine
-dip bread in bread mixture
-fry in buttered pan
-spread the fruit combo on the bread
-place the other slice of bread directly on top, & press down lightly
-once golden brown & crisp looking, dust with icing sugar(or not), serve with some of the fruit combo on top as well as a dollop of creme fraiche


my version w/o the creme fraiche.


Jamie Oliver's version.

recipe comes from Jamie Oliver's cook book. he's amazing, man! love him! try the recipe & hope you'll like it as much as i did!

Past: those were the days...

i was organising my stack of boxes when i saw the label 'photographs' & decide to look tru them. here's wat i dig up & scan...haha...those were the days...


me fighting over the camera w/ my bro.OMG look at my outfit! so aw-bit...


sec 3 class photo. i was tryin to cover up the bruise on my left knee & i was wearing sports shoe, as i have netball training aft sch, a privilege only to those in sports team. HAHA..& yes i had long hair.



w/ a wallaby at a farm in Perth


these are the few selected pics... :p
i shouldnt be doin all this when i've got lotsa work to do. but i did it anyway...

Across the Bridge

Went JB today along w/ my mom, bro n aunt. going Larkin(where most singaporeans make their baju kurung) to tailor made our clothes for hari raya. yes i noe damn early la but thats how things works. anyhow had our lunch there & everyone finish up their food coz we were all famished due to not having any breakfast...i had 'nasi goreng kampong'(kampong style fried rice)n 'teh limau ice'(ice lime tea).


nasi goreng kampong...btw langkawi has the BEST nasi goreng kampong n anything nasi goreng...


teh limau ice...

then we went to this new mall called 'Jusco' abt 15- 20 mins away...some parts look like IMM while some looks like Vivo City. but Vivo City is wayyyy better architecture wise.hehehe...did a LOT of walking n SHOPPING! the pics will tell u wat i did, had n bought...


Dunkin Donuts! which u cant find in s'pore anymore...


upclose of the vanilla frost n choc smthg...


4 different flavors...i like the one w/ the banana sauce filling inside! ooohh...


had early dinner at Kenny Rogers.i had the chicken meal w coleslaw, mashed potatoes, mac & cheese as side dish...yummy!


upclose of my mac & cheese...cheeselicious!


my aunt had jacket baked potato...not bad too.


the muffins that comes w/ our meal...

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upclose...


almost finished.


interior of Kenny Rogers.


in the small, claustrophobic cab...aarghh...



bought myself a red MANGO wallet...hehe...didnt noe if i cld find it in S'pore.

not pictured here is the chicken floss from Bread Talk.thank god there's one at JB or else i have to go all the way to KL to have a halal chicken floss from Bread Talk...as you can see (well obviously u can see or u won't be reading this) everything comprises of FOOD! well some food u can't find in s'pore n some aren't halal here...enjoy the good food in life!HAHAHAHA...no wonder im the way i am...

that's about it...doozing off to LALA land.early morning for work tmr.damn...

Thinkin im workin today, i went to work. Only to realise im suppose to work the next day, Sat. Only to realise again i can't work tmr as im goin JB. Thanks Haikel for exchanging shift with me. Much appreciated...so sunday morning i be working. haiz...maybe might stay over in sch aft that to do my work. dewi, min...how? nak stay overnite?

Invisibility cloak

Excerpt taken from CNA website.

"CHICAGO: Harry Potter fans take note: scientists have finally come up with a workable design for an invisibility cloak.

Physicists figured out the complex mathematical equations for making objects invisible by bending light around them last year.

A group of engineers at Purdue University in Indiana have now used those calculations to design a relatively simple device that ought to be able to - one day soon - make objects as big as an airplane simply disappear.

The design calls for tiny metal needles to be fitted into a hairbrush-shaped cone at angles and lengths that would force light to pass around the cloak. This would make everything inside the cone appear to vanish because the light would no longer reflect off it."

What would you do if you got hold of an invisibility cloak?
ME? i can do anything with it. say commit a crime...and other stuffs that i shan't mention..*EVIL LAUHGTER* but still i rather teleport...hmm..

Fucking Pissed!

Dont fucking mark the attendance if u dont fucking sure who's who & partial, u fucking asshole!
Fucking pissed. PERIOD.

Friends are the hardest to trust.

Dont be deceived by what u see.

*sream my lungs out*

Irregular Attendance (March 2007)

"Our records indicate that your attendance for the month of March 2007 has been irregular (70%)."

i didnt like coming to sch & at times i was late hence attendance marked as zero...duh...

yes im havin a particular difficulties. i hate this semester project & system.

Muchos Gracias!

Muchos Gracias Dewi!!! woohoo! finally got a skin. yeah. gona learn from her how to do all this stuff...yeah...

one final thought before i leave...
don't you wanna quit at some point of time?

orite kids, thats all for now...dozing off...

A Beautiful Lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
(Different)
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

It's time to forget about the past
the past)
To wash away what happened last
(away what happened last, happend last)
Hide behind an empty face
(empty face)
Don't have too much to say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me

Everyone who's lookin' at me
I'm running around in circles, angry
Acquired desperation's building high
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful (lie)
So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful (lie)
So beautiful, beautiful, it's a beautiful (lie)
So beautiful, beautiful (lie)

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful
That makes me