the thingy at goodman juz now was not what i expected...tak happening ar...more like gathering. well thats the event partly about...but still i have a new found interest in Allura's music...huhuhu...girl vocalist in a group rocks...well like paramore...anyhow my eyes cant take it anymore now. so i better be off to whatever 'episode' playin now...

sinner out----->

ps: christina aguilera's concert tmr! aarggh! n im not goin! aarggh! damn it!

Im amazed at how some people are SO obsessed with weight and calories and whats not, until they actualie go and ask how much calories are they in a chocolate muffin. A customer came in yesterday and did so. She bitchiely DEMANDED to know the calories in a choc muffin. God, i just rolled my eyes. Apparently, my colleagues say this is the 2nd time she ask such fucking question. She even wanna noe the ingredients/recipe for that muffin. Even went on to ask my manager is there flour in the muffin. WHAT THE FUCK! who on earth bake w/o flour! & how BAD can flour be! of coz we told her its PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL. juz so u noe, she's quite plump. She bought that choc muffin. GOD, i wanna told her "u sure u wanna eat that ridiculously fattening muffin? i wana help u cut down on the calories since u're FAT!" seriously, her attitude was damn bitchy lar. I pittied her 2 colleagues who were with her. my two colleagues who attended to her were so frustrated that they only cooled down an hour later...ahha..that part was funny...btw for the record we don't know the calories to our food coz we don't produce them. Bakerzin suppplies our pastries & cakes..even so i dont even think the bakers knows the calories or fats or whats not.......

Anyhow, the journey home from work yesterday was really pleasant. Why? Coz a cute ang moh guy with dirty blonde hair boarded the bus at orchard and sat adjacent to me. So all i did was stare at his reflection in the mirror! hehe...orchard to ulu pandan...niceeee....he was also drinking red bull & the scent just weakened me. So i went to get a red bull myself on the way home...now im craving for another.

the word calories just irked me now...uuggghhh......

im bored...

I was so looking forward to today la. Goin rollerbladin with illya. But then just now illya bail out...sob,sob...(illya if u reading this, no hard feeling la babe..haha...) im just one bored, bored girl. I wanna slack away at home but at the same time i wanna go out. Now im craving for Fish & Co. Damn it la! All i think about are food! So, should i go and have my photography day today or should i just stay in? This sucks...i wanna get out of this island!

feelings

I kinda like and hate that im feeling this way.
Emotions and feelings are very complicated stuffs.
'Nuff said.

never felt so stupid...

I just realise now that my o level cert is just a piece of paper, literally. It serves not much purpose unless you actually still know how to apply what you have learnt. Still with me so far? Why i bring this up is because someone ask me for help in graphs. It just struck me in the head then that i don't remember much about graphs! We talking about sec 4 maths here. y=mx+c...that's all i can remember other than graph paper and lines and curves and y and x axis...so i've decided to dig up the math textbk and do some 'problem solving'.First chapter was about cumulative frequency. I remember it being very easy back then. Then i went on to my fav. topic, algebra. yes, algebra. I never felt so stupid! I can't even solve this ---->

__a__ = b
a+2
*express a in terms of b

My answer was wrong. God this is like so simply lah back then. My point here is that our secondary school education serves not much purpose if what we are doing now aren't related to what we've studied so hard for back then. Three years hiatus from maths and the result is this. I can't even solve a freakin simple equation. That says it all.

I'm headin back to hittin my old books now. Just doing this for myself. Imagine this, years to come your own children ask you for help in maths and all you can do is stare blank into their faces. Well, i don't need to imagine that cause even now when my brother ask for help in maths, i just walk away...

long gone...

It's been nearly a month since the last entry. Reason cited, "too busy, too tired, too lazy" and what's not. So let see what i've been up to lately since MIA-ing.

1. passed to proceed to level 2. pleasant shocked. really. still shocked
2. head down to Sentosa after nearly a year. going back soon.
3. got my pay. gobble up almost all my pay. now waiting for the next pay.
4. change to motorazor. 2nd hand at $90. stick to motorola again coz too lazy to get use to other
hp.
5. working is my life now.
6. chop my hair AGAIN. color. this time not DIY.
7. put on a few pounds. or MANY.
8. always plan to jog. but DIDNT. it's the thoughts that counts right. right?
9. still have not clean or organise my room after bringing back those stuffs from school. almost 2
months now.
10. just realised bugis street has LOTS of stuff to buy at cheap cheap, not sure about the good,
good, rate.
11. reading business, economics based books now. tryin to seem intellectual.
12. amy winehouse is awesome.
13. almost finish watching prison break season 2 & grey's anatomy season 3.
14. shrek was cute (the show, not the ogre) but disappointing.
15. just shelf the idea of going bangkok. shucks.
16. waiting for the days when all i do is read & slack my arse off at home.
17. thinking of what to write for no.18.
18. ..............................................................