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just watched 'the departed' yesterday...on a MOVIE spree this week at home when im suppose to be doing my PROJECT. im so DEAD. ya, decided to go on an ISOLATION period. not goin on msn or chat much. btw im sorie if i ignored anyone on msn. i just dont feel like chattin & the i dont wanna hear about the PROJECT or talk about it...anyway back to the movie...there's a lot of FUCK used & after watchin it, everything i said has to have FUCK in it. i guess i got too immensed in it...oh FUCK.
basically im kinda screwed for mon JURY huh...my presentation boards not done. havent finished detailing...plus im working tmr. how GREAT! :)

know what. a few days ago i was thinking what if i've made a different decision back then after the O levels. i could be as of this moment either slacking or waiting for jobs in the biomed sector. coz i just completed my biomedical science course at SP if i rmber my choice right...OR i cld still be slackin & working coz my A level results SUCK. that is if i had stayed & not quit Millennia Institute. OR i cld be working while waiting to enter Uni coz i did pretty decent for my As.

well those are ONLY "what ifs". coming back to reality, here i am siting in front of my laptop typin away in my blog, digressing on what i shld be FOCUS on at this moment, which is finishing up my BLOODY FUCKING project.

whatever it is my life is SCREWED.
well nvm. if ID isn't made for me, i'll go study business management or mass comm...if they too aren't for me, then i guess im born not to achieve anything. so be it. life sucks i noe.